Kenapa pegang tangan saya kalau awak tak suka sayaaa...

Saya mimpi awak tadi... Kita terjumpa di satu tempat yg saya pun tak pasti kat mana.. Lepas tuuu, saya cuba untuk tidak pedulikan awak. Saya pura2 xnampak awak kat situ...

Tapi... masa saya nak balik..awak minta izin dgn mak saya untuk bercakap dgn saya. Jadi kita keluar makan malam tu bersama2...Macam selalu, kita borak2 tapi rasa janggal sebab dah lama xkeluar bersama...Sebab saya pura2 tiada apa2 yang berlaku antara kita.

Tiba2 awak pegang tangan saya...dan pandang mata saya serta awak cakap awak nak tanya saya sesuatu...
Saya keliru.... awak kan dah tolak saya semenjak awak pergi.. Oh saya lupa nak beritahu... awak nampak handsome sangat bila awak pakai baju hitam malam tu... Senyuman awak memang tak pernah lekang malam tu..

Sayaaaa....bahagia sgt2 masa tu ...

I miss you

Waking up late at night, crying over you...While Listening to those heartbroken songs... I know, im such a fool.. For loving someone that dont love me back.
The tears resemble how bad the damage to my heart is...
I wish......for you to never change... I wish the old you..

Who will always take me out...for movie...for good food... for karaoke..
Who bought me bangles to surprise me....

I miss you..

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Mimpi yang Terindah

On Sunday morning, i dreamed of me going to Australia meeting you. Just me alone,all the way from KL going there just to meet you. I could have never imagine myself doing that in the real life.

It is such the sweetest moment to see you after all. I wish that dream will come true. I really hope so. Because it doesn't matter how much i tried to forget you, hate you,  move on... I still come back to you. Hoping for a Miracle to happen.

http://www.whitehat.com.au/victoria/markets/twilight.asp

http://news.travelhouseuk.co.uk/travel-insight/experience-the-very-best-of-sydney.htm

We walked together at beach side, checking out stuff at the small booth etc... We did check out things / stuff at The Curve last time. You bought me bangles, don't you remember? You pay to that uncle and you said, I already pay for the bangles so by hook or by crook u need to pick one. I was so happy at that time, u know that right?

Dear God, if he is really meant to me, Please let him know. If he is not, please let me know. Hug my heart no matter what it is. Thank you Allah.

Like i never knew you...

http://www.searchquotes.com/quotation/People_change%2C_even_the_person_you_thought_you_knew_the_most%2C_changes._And_even_though_it_hurts_to_s/258547/

I think what have been quoted above is true all..  

Kerana Terluka

Saya.... amat terkejut bila dapat tahu orang yang kita percaya...orang yang amat kita sayang.. orang yang kita sanggup berkorban apa saja...wang ringgit, nyawa dan segala2 nya di dunia.. Akhirnya berpaling tadah pada kita...

Segalanya... yang kita beri rupanya tak cukup untuk buat kita ni disayangi... Sedih sangat, dalam pulak luka kali ni..Sampai hati, sanggup dia mengata diriku ini...Sampainya hati . . . . Terkejut saya baca sms2 mereka berdua.. Tak pernah saya sangka....

Kalau boleh, xmahu saya coretkan di sini... Tapi kerana hati yang sangat pedih..Untuk berhadapan dengan dia, saya xboleh nak berlakon yang nothing happen..Saya terpaksa luahkan di sini untuk kurangkan beban di hati ni..

Ya Allah, hug my heart please Ya Allah.... Tolonglah, lapangkan lah hatiku.. Janganlah ada dendam di hatiku ini.. .. Ku tak punya siapa2 lagi cuma dia.. 

So for now, saya hanya mampu mendiamkan diri.. menjauhkan diri ... Kerana Terluka :'(

Selamat datang, 2013 . . .

Assalammualaikum semua.. Selamat tahun baru, welcome 2013.. Diam tak diam, dah 26 hari kite berada dalam tahun yang baru, tahun 2013.

Tahun 2013 diharap dapat memberi sinar harapan yang baru kepada saya juga kepada anda... Antara azam tahun ni adalah seperti biasa, 

1) Nak kecilkan saiz badan. Ni antara azam yang memang tak pernah2 dimakbulkan..Tak tahulah kenapa..

2) Saya tak mahu memasak. Erkk tapi tiba2 nenek saya datang dan macam kesian pulak kan..so masaklah nasi di mana eventually  nasi itu sangat lembik.. bwekkk .. pastu telur dadar goreng, ok lah not bad. yeayyy passed!!! :Pp

3) Orang selalu underestimate saya. Dieorg selalu keji2 saya.. So saya mahu bersikap lebih kejam kepada orang begitu. Hahahaa...

Azam yang seterusnya, ermm.. akan saya updatekan dari hari ke hari . Stay tune yahhh! :D

Terima Kasih sebab visit blog ni  ^__^

Chasing the Shadow

I have this question keep playing on my mind. Why is it so hard for me to open up for a new relationship or at least a guy that really likes me, instead of chasing someone who don't feel the same the way i feel.

This new guy i must say, he is 80% purrfect. He has awesome car (My Dream Car, actually), stable job, ready to settle down in any time and willing to do everything, anything just for me. He's coming to KL with his family next February. Their main purpose is to have a good shopping time etc as usual and he'd like to take this opportunity to introduce me to his family.

And i actually don't know how to react. Should i be happy? Should i feel excited about it? I don't know .. Maybe i'm afraid to do so..Or maybe i'm just not ready for it...

Anyway, i leave it to Him. I only can never stop asking for the best ,for me. Hopefully one day, he will listen and grant my Doa... Amin & InsyaAllah