Broken Heart

It has been a month since my heart was wrenched hardly. This time, it was doubled. I found out from a friend who can be trusted that My X-Prince Charming was actually single. He purposely declared the relationship so that I will stop hoping. When I heard that, this crystal heart of mine crashed again. How could he do this to me? I did ask him if I have a chance but he said he still not ready for commitment in the meantime. He said he want to finish his study before he settle down but see what he have done.

To me, he just should tell me the truth if I’m not his type. I hate being cheated and stabbed behind my back.  Well maybe I am too blinded by his sweet attitude & words..Maybe I am too excited when a Prince Charming treats me like a Princess so I forgot which one is which one.

Though my heart still bleeding, yet it is healing..The scars will remain. I should not trust him, I should just not trust anyone.. I just should listen to my Heart.. It is something to ponder, I guess. Whatever it is, please wish me to keep on going. I will need to take my own time to forget everything. Like said, Life has to move on. We live to fight.