Need A Break

I feel like almost giving up.. Im tired and i need a break. I need a break from all the responsibles i had now. I just wanna be normal. Isn't it enough im suffering in every inches of my life. Can't i be happy like others? Can't i enjoy my young life now like my other friends? Without have to worry about everything :'( To be frank, I always, always envy of them. They have a happy life, easy way of living, simple yet just nice.

I've been complaining about my life lately. It seems like i never appreciate what i have gone through all this while. I don't mean to but somehow i want to let it out. I don't want to keep it to myself anymore. Im only  human, i can't bear all the pain alone. I know, HE is with me all the time. But it too crucial for me, a young girl (not yet a woman).. Who fight so hard to live ...

Sobs sobs.. How i wish someone could understand how i feel.