Thursday, May 17, 2012

Broken Cactus

This morning while i'm getting ready for work, i was shocked because the cactus from my -ex which i put outside the window was nearly fall due to heavy rain last night. 

And i quickly grab the small vase but oooops! i just dropped the cactus! Oh No... I was so heartbroken to see the cactus fall .


So i rushed down to look for the Cactus. The Cactus was broken into pieces. Maybe it is the translation through picture how bad my heart was damaged. 

Hmmmm

Loads of Love,
Lina




Bukankah Aku?

The title reminds me of a song, composed & sang by no other than the talented Awi Rafael. Each and every word in the song reflects my feeling. Disappointment, despair and their synonyms. Aniway Enjoy the lyrics, get the feel and try to get rid the feeling out of you...


Thank you, thank you for the awesome lyrics.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Look Alike

It has been  few months i did not post anything in this blog. Im so sorry :( I was busy building up confidence in myself after the tragic incident. 

Anyway, referring to my "Post Title" .. I found his (my-ex) look alike in my own office. His name starts from A. So this A, look similar to my - ex who was and still in Australia. From his face until his action reminds me of my -ex , its just that he is way young from me. Not forgotten,  he was from Sabah too. Just imagine, he insist to company me outside while other friends went for Maghrib Prayer. Actually, that is not the first time he did that. At one time, he waited for me while i was crossing the road. God knows how long i waited for the traffic to be cleared but he stayed.

Im so happy to be A's friend but in deep, i cried. I can't deny that i really miss my-ex. And i know, it is such a waste to love someone that who won't love you back but i can't help it. Maybe i need more time or maybe i just need someone else as a replacement.

Hokkkkay, its so boring to talk and keep talking about my -ex. Lets talk about my career progress. I had tendered my resignation on 7th May 2012. My last day would probably be on 27th June 2012. I have to say, that i am very happy finally i got to move out from my current office. All the pressure, the stresses had waived from my head. Weahhoo way to go! Now, i don't really feel sad to leave (to leave the fabulous colleague and of course A) but i don't know about later.

My new job? Shhhh its still a secret. No one will know until i really really sit on the chair with my new desk. Hahahaha.. Until i see you guys again, do have faith in Life. Life would never be easy unless you keep the positive energy inside.

Loads of Love,
Lina