I have this question keep playing on my mind. Why is it so hard for me to open up for a new relationship or at least a guy that really likes me, instead of chasing someone who don't feel the same the way i feel.
This new guy i must say, he is 80% purrfect. He has awesome car (My Dream Car, actually), stable job, ready to settle down in any time and willing to do everything, anything just for me. He's coming to KL with his family next February. Their main purpose is to have a good shopping time etc as usual and he'd like to take this opportunity to introduce me to his family.
And i actually don't know how to react. Should i be happy? Should i feel excited about it? I don't know .. Maybe i'm afraid to do so..Or maybe i'm just not ready for it...
Anyway, i leave it to Him. I only can never stop asking for the best ,for me. Hopefully one day, he will listen and grant my Doa... Amin & InsyaAllah
