Again, the same feeling

Kerna cintaku tiada akhirnya, walaupun engkau telah menghancurkan..

How did you guys feel about the above bait? I accidentally stalked my-ex's fb... It makes my heart torn into pieces. And again, tears dropped.

 I thought im already healed.

 I thought i already gained back the strength..

And i thought im back to normal.

But..

I was wrong...  >.<

How Happy Would I Be?

I once posted about my x looked alike. . Today, we had our breakfast together with the other colleagues as well. All of us sounded so excited . Everyone is telling stories and believe not, when i announced Mr A as my bf he nodded and try to sit closer to me.

How i wish i could express more bout my feeling at that time. Imagining that Mr S said yes to me. How happy would i be..Would it be as same as today? But i know, we are just teasing each other. It is so impossible to happen..He is way younger than me..about 3 ys younger?

I hate to cry when typing. It shows that anyhow, i still miss him. I hate it. hate it.


Love,
Lina